I miss you being mine. I miss calling you mine. i would do anything just to have you back. i have to hide my feelings from you all the time because I might loose you forever. I feel empty and sad all day and every minute. I act like it doesn’t bother me and that i’m happy without you. In reality i’m broken and hurting on the inside. I’m scared to see someone else have you and think ’ I used to be that girl ’ It kills me on the inside still. I know we are just friends now, but i don’t want us as friends. I can’t handle us just being friends. I Need you as mine or i can’t talk to you anymore. It’s to painful seeing you flirt and talk to another girl you know i hated. Knowing you chose her over me before. I have forgiven you, But i have not forgotten the pain it has caused me. I want us back to our old ways…I Love you..